Think like a Grandma

When Jessie was about 3 weeks old, one afternoon I went into my clothes closet, sat down and cried. 

Motherhood at that point became overwhelming, dealing with a baby who cried and wanted to be held all the time. 

It was what I needed.

Last week after attending the grandparents’ class, I stood in the shower the next morning and just cried.  The term “grandmother” belonged to my Mom.

We were told in class to think like a grandma.  I just don’t know how yet. 

Mom had such wisdom, such calmness, such confidence.

How can I compare?

Mom got me through some rough time with my kids.

When that 'grandma' day comes, I’m sure Mom will be there, too. 

I’ll reflect on her advice and try to be calm, confidence and show the wisdom she possessed so wonderfully.

I guess I needed that last cry, too.